Taking on too much happens without much effort. Typically more upbeat now, you sometimes cannot contain your enthusiasm. Since you experience increased restlessness, having a lot of space is a priority. Being confident, you occasionally overestimate your abilities; lacking self-assurance, you may find yourself in situations that require trust. An important lesson may emerge today that expands the limits of what you believe is true.
Yes..I'm still up mostly watching the news ..watching the updates on the Pope..its just so sad.
I'm talking to Kaja and Jen ...love u guys!!! you rock
Tonight at Champs was alot of fun..but sad when we had to leave since Vic's moving. I told him good luck and we hugged. He'll be great in Cali I know it.
His friend Shannon (other wise known as the Duff or Tha-e-us) and some other dudes were there , JR and Jolie were there, Jolies friend's Lauren, Deborah (Debbie Cakes) Linda and Amy were there as well . Oh and my aunt and my friends and myself of course!
This weekend my dad said i can get those sweatpants i wanted and the ramones shirt i wanted as well. Jolie and my mom are taking me next Tuesday to try on the bridesmaids dress and then we're going to lunch so that should be fun...
Fun day today this week is gonna be slow because next week is spring break and tomorrow we have Olymics and we have it on Wednesday as well. Thursay we have the talent show (C and B are doing a thing that should be hot ...they're both hot haha i think they may be doing a Blink 182 song ..not sure) And last Friday we have Cultural Arts Day. That should probably be intresting as well. Rachel and I switched sweatshirts today. Hers is like an Eeore one with a cloud and him under it and it says 'Under the weather' its really cute. We're switching back tomorrow. Just thought i'd add that. Oh yah i gotta bring Ana those two books tomorrow Dreamland and Brusies (good books) i think ill just bring her Dreamland. So right now I'm watching Shes Too Young one of two movies I got , the other one is The Life. Haven t watched that one yet.
I found out that my aunt's old house the one that they lived in Coldspring Habor in long island was the same house that Lindsay Lohan rented a few years back for three years. My family lived in it in like the early 90's late 80's. I even have video of it in 1990 when I was born and everyone was sitting in the back and I was in the little cradle thing. weird huh?
Tonight my parents and I watched Ladder 49... That was such a great movie but what a tearjerker.
Yesturday at around 3:30 in the afternoon..something happened. Something always happens ..but yah something happened. JR (in case you don't remember thats my cousin Jolie's fiance) got into an accident. Not just a fender bender...his Jeep Cherokee flipped over 3 times! He's alright thank god. He called Jolie when he was upside down in the car! It's just like wow... They took him to the hospital and had to give him some muscle relaxers because he was kinda shaken up. And today everyone (meaning my aunt and my parents ) were saying how hes such a mommas boy (which he is) but i personally like the guy cause he actaully talks to me like a human being and he sometimes feels like an outsider like me when everyone talks about the past when i wasn't even born. But yah he's a momma's boy but who cares as long as he and jolie love each other thats what ive been thinking all along but its better to keep my mouth shut. lol
Today I woke up at noon and ate lunch...pizza and then I went to Walmart with my Dad , exciting huh? haha I got two cds , Frou Frou :Details , and Everclear: So much for the afterglow.
And so far they are good
Yesturday after school I hung out with Deshon and we went to the tennis courts and ran around like idiots and tried to play tennis but it was still fun. Oh yah and we tried to mimick the sounds the tennis players make on the court like the "ugh!!" and like noises like that. Very fun and good excersise =)
Then later that night after I took a shower, Deshon came out with us for pizza with my parents and my aunt. Its cool to be around Deshon but sometimes he gets like all annoying when I'm trying to listen to someone or something. Then he's like in front of my aunt and dad "remember when your mom called you a crackhead?" and my mom and i are looking at each other like hes crazy cause my mom's like never ever said that, like if she did we were joking around and i called her one (and shes not just for your info lol) but we joke around alot but my aunt and my dad don't joke around like that so I just wanted Deshon to shut up . But lol the day was still good.
So last night when my aunt , and parents were watching the new Excorsist I watched Loser upstairs with Jason Biggs and Mena Suvari (good movie, seen it a hundred times)and I went to bed around one am. =D
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Shopping today, got a pair of capree pants and jeans from the Gap and I got a plain black soft tee from Urban Outfitters.I wish their stuff wasn't so expensive, their stuff is awesome. I went with my Dad today for that , but tomorrow I'm going with my Mom to Old Navy for some more clothes. My aunt came over for dinner and then my Dad and I went to Hollywood Video to get a movie for us all to watch but we didn't find anything. My aunt and my mom went up to the mexican resturant by Kroger to meet some of my aunts friends who were up there hanging out and drinking margaritas. So after my dad and I were down at Hollywood Video , we went to the mexican resutrant to pick up my mom so I stayed in the car and like ten minutes after he went in to get her. My dad comes out with this girl thats like Jolie's age and I didnt really remember who it was till I saw her come closer. It was Robin's daughter , Linda, we'd met at a previous garage sale she'd had with her Mom. Well...I didn't feel like going in and I think she could tell I was pissed but oh well...I went in and had a soda and saw that my other aunts friends were there , Cindy and her boyfriend Mike. As the minutes passed, Robin started to slur more and more and I could defintely tell she was drunk as hell. It was kinda funny but I meen I kinda felt like it was a little pathetic that a woman her age was drunk like that...maybe I'm just in a nit picky mood tonight...hell i dont know. But we went home and my mom came up and told me that my aunt had called to make sure I hadn't been offended or w/e because of Robin. I meen I wasn't , it just got annoying. There's probably one person that woulda understood how I felt at that moment and that was probably Victor. I don't think he likes my aunts friends too much because they're not like her there classified as more 'country folk' if you know what I meen and my aunts not like them at all and Victor's not too down with that ( hes protective over my aunt ) But I'm sure he would have understood how I felt because he probably woulda felt like an outsider like me . I don't know I just kinda felt like that.
"and it feels like a movie ’cause i’ve done something heavy now i’m all alone and you know i like it well i wish i was older i could hold my liquor then i ’d blow your cover instead of my own ’cause there’s nothing i can do to prove that i still love you and i think i hear my friends through the walls i’m gonna fade to black i think i’m gonna fade to black i swear to god i’d take it back but it’s just no use what’s done is done i can’t blame anyone but me everybody’s out there without me they’re not even talking about me flying out of the city and they don’t even miss me four days in the haze of the biggest mistake i’ve ever made and now i’ve got to get out of this place ’cause everybody knows even the ones who don’t "
Well..yesturday I was informed of a rumor that Blink 182 is breaking up. I've been checking my email box constantly for any comformation on this..if its true or not. They've been together for twelve years and I meen there a great band no matter what anyone says. And i really hope its not true ..i love them!!